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.karine.
.relic of 21 years.
.04.12.88.
.100% female.
.sagittarius.
.careless.
.forgetful.
.bad tempered.
.generous.
.hopelessly romantic.
.theatrette.
.irresponsible.
.disorganized.
.impatient ass.
.impulsive fart.
.I AM A NURSE!!.

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.rainy days.
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.singing.
.great new experiences.
.interior design.
.monochromic photography.
.diamonds.
.butterflies.
.picture-taking.
.musicals.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

jamming to the beats of _coldplay_in my place...
: bored :
yahoo~~~~! i didn't come online since...let mi see...one..two..three... seven..well i duno..aha..but just know that won't be coming online tt often anymore..
so sian-ed..
well...i can sae tt i'm damn tired nw..cz i jz got back frm stadium with my frens..we went to play badminton..heez~~~*
well suming up things happened these few days...
*yesterday*
went to tution.. during tution..my one of my fren..suddenly pop up a question lyk tt...
btw..his name is john n he was talking to the other guy..named jerryl...
john: eh ask you..hw much does a candle light dinenr cost in ritz carlton..(sry if i spelled it wrongly..)
jerryl: don worry..it costs ard thousand plus.. u cun afford it..
john: tsk.. damn it..
conclusion: he was thinking of treating the gurl he likes to ritz carlton fer candle light dinner on her birthday..which is..a few daes after mine..heez~~~~* (",)
he was crazy yesterday..excited..damn high.. i duno why.. he was so looking forward to the end of o's..
anyway.. i asked him if it is real tt he wants to treat the gurl tt he lyks fer candlelight dinner.. n he replied..
john: no..i'll do smth more n special than tt...
i was so envious..tt gurl has found a good guy...and after tution tt fren actually told mi smth..when we were packing up n getting ready to go home..he said:
john: u know wad she told mi a few daes ago?
mi: i gave him a look on my face ( obviously i duno)
john: she told mi tt she dreamt of the both of us..sitting on a wide field..watching shooting stars..
and he went crazy on the spot..(sorta shouting) it is so romantic..lol..duno whether the gurl is faking it or not..hehe..
*today*
it's t'chers day eve 2dae..but we celebrated t'chers day in advance aniwae..programme 2dae wasn't tt bad..in another words..good! hehe
than..after that.. went to play badminton with my friends..sucked at it at times tho..duno why..
dn bought a handphone accessory..veh nice.. i've been eyeing it fer a few days oredi..bought it 2dae..hehe..but too bad la..it is made of glass..a person lyk mi..= rough...the accessory won't last fer more than a month i guess..but i'm trying my best to save it..well..darn tired nw..my neck is aching.. think i'll stop here dn..ciao~~~*
*~ gIgGlEs gIgGlEs ~*
"Leaf's departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 6:47 PM *

Sunday, August 22, 2004

puking to the beats of_counting crows_accidentally in lurve ( u'll c y i m puking to the beats after reading my blog..lol) : the worst meal i had : slept at 6 am yesterdae...cool uh..lol..well i was damn bored 2dae. had a disastrous meal 2dae. my dinner that is. due to the fact that my mom didn't cook dinner 2dae, we had maggie.. and i actually cooked my share myself. well lyk my tittle sugest..it was disastrous and was the worst meal i had. my mom luffed at mi..i had no choice but to finish up tt..yucky food produced by mi.(yup~!i cun cook..but so wad??luff at mi if u wan..grinx) watched the national day speech rally jz nw..well does it stands tt i m actually drifting towards the word maturity??cz pple at m age rarely watch this kinda programe. mr lee hsien loong spoke so well..such a humourous man.. but guess he didn't spoke as well as mr goh chock tong? my aunt is aorta crazy over goh chock tong. she says he is a funny man. the way he talks. she had chatted with him b4. cz my uncle is holding a position in the ...i duno wad position he is holding..lol..bt they had atteded occasions and so my aunt get to speak with goh chock tong a few times. she told mi tt he isn't tt kinda stern man we see..he's actually veh crappy. despite all she said,i prefer lee hsien loong tho..grinx well..tokin ab't the speech he's making nw. he's still tokin nw..he's still standing there..stood there fer 2 hrs oredi..going to 3 tho..tt dumb translator was slow enuff...he couldn' bring out the joke tt lee hsien loong was cracking..media corp shld haf sacked hims(there are 3 of'em i tink) in the end i changed channel..but in the end i lost steam over it..so i came here ta update my blog..! kk think i'll stop here fer 2dae.. ciaoz~~~~~~* "Leaf's departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:14 PM *

Saturday, August 21, 2004

came accross this meaning ful story...that i wld lyk to share it with everyone else.
it's quite a long one..so bear with it. think it is veh meaningful.
ok..guys...here it goes..and
enjoy~~~~~~~*
Tree
The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting.
I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, and doesn't have outstanding charm.
She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her.
Like her innocence, like her frankness.
Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.
Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me.
I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish.
I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately and I don't have to give up everything just for her.
The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watches me chase after gals, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.
She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us.
She was embarrassed but smile and say "Go on!" before running off.
The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut.
I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day.
When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.
She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something.
I watch her cry for an hour or so.
My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel.
But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shock.
I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughs and joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.
When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her.
She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together with another guy.
I know who the guy is.
He has been going after her for quite a while.
A very cute guy, full of energy, lively and interesting.
His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile and congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy-weight stone on my chest.
I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down and I broke down and cry.
How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too? During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry.
I haven't read it since then.
It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"
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Leaf During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
Why?
Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage.
During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy.
Not BGR kind but as buddy kind.
But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon. I
t's like 100 rotten sour lemons.
Sourness to the extreme limit.
They were only together for 2 months.
When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another gal. I like him and I know he like me.
But why won't he pursue me?
Since he loves me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt.
I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
If he doesn't like me, why does he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
I can know his likes, his habits.
But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come and love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him.
The 3 years were the hardest to go through and I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanies me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.
Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.
From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.
In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away and better land.
Finally I left tree,
but the tree only smile and didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?
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Wind Because I like a gal called leaf.
Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind.
A wind that will blow her away.
When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors and me playing soccer.
During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something is wrong. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well.
I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day,
I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her.
Took out a note and gave to her.
She was surprised.
She looked at me, smiled and accepts the note. The next day, she appeared and passes me a note and left.
"Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It's because leaf never want to leave tree."
I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me and accept my presents and phone calls.
I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.
Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her.
Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.
I asked
"What are you doing?
How come you didn't want to reply?"
She said,
"I'm nodding my head."
"Ah?"
I couldn't believe my ears.
"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place and press her door bell.
During the moment when she opens the door,
I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?
so..the moral of the story, tell a person that u lyk him or her before it is really too late.
and..
keep on trying even if u haf been rejected once..cz..u'll never know when the very special person will fall in lurve with u .
ciaoz~~~~~~~~~~~~*

"Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?"

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:50 PM *

Saturday, August 14, 2004

:: dEpPrEsSeD :: ya~~~~*noticed i didn't blog or rather post on the day i received my o's chi result... aiya..actually i did...but the darn com in com lab..actually is my itchy hand...i went to presed the button tt i wasn't suposed to press so..my pretty funny post end up nowhere..well..until here..i'm gona sae tt my post 2dae will b a rather long one.so, bear with mi... hoo hoo~~~~* yup almost scare my ass off when i saw tt i got merit fer my oral...phew~~~! luckily lisheng and kaishing came ta clarify my mistake with mi...so..yup! in the end i found out tt i actually got disticntion fer my oral~~~!..hehe.. guess i'm going to retake my chi in the end..but the thought of restudying those dumb n lifeless chi vocab makes mi faint...tink of this...how can i do well in my end year chi o's when i've already lost steam over it?? well nvm ab't tis.. i actually cried when calling my sis n mom on tt dae... well i just couldn't hold back my tears alright... told shiyin the day before tt i wasn't going to cry..but when i told my sis n mom ab't my result..i jz cun hlp it...reli~~*..dn my best bud came consolling... mi... aha...dn i realised that she's my saint aha..at least she's better than the others la..who are jz concern about their results...but she's different...always by my side...whenever i need her..haiz..i reli duno wad will happen if i were to do whithout her.. when i reached home tt dae..my mama actually nagged at mi..and i lzealousost my temper... i didn't shout back la..i'm not tt unfillial...i jz vent my anger on things.n she kept her mouth shut eventually...wad i want is her counselling but not blaming mi fer havin tis kinda result..well nvm.. dn was xtremly vexed these few days..because of my results..and on a lot of things.. think i'll go bonkers if these things keep on merrying around my head..nobody will actually understand how i feel now..okay..nobody in this hell will understand..

want to share smth with everybody readin my blog..smth happened tis aftn which i think was pretty funny.

2dae...on the 900 bus... chye yan sorta asked mi this..

cy: wad if u r kissing a guy n he actually throw up in ur mouth?

mi: i gave her a disgusted look and dn luffed my ass off..wad wld u do dn? i asked her

cy: i'm askin u not u askin mi..erm..i'll go throw everyting out..wash my mouth..wash my stomach..wash my lungs..wash my kidney...dn go to hospital...

mi: i luffed..couldn't stop luffin

before that she bought a lemon lime juice

cy: eh tink i m gona b superman soon

mi: huh y?

cy: cz the juice says that it has been added xtra vitamin C and E...

i luffed n luffed...

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 1:18 PM *