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Monday, February 28, 2005
i could have done better. glad you are feeling okay now upon receiving my msges. when i was sad, u were by my side. when i cried, u never failed to lend me your sholders. but yet today, i didnt even know what i could do to make you feel better. seriously speaking. you appeared strong on appearance. people thought u were ok and all. but they were wrong. i could see through everything.
my heart sort of aches when i knew i couldnt do anything to make u feel better. i swear i did. when i saw u finally joking with the rest of them, i could slightly feel me lightened up a little. if i would want to post out everything, everything i felt just now or what so ever, i dont think i can find any words that can express my feelings seriously. the whole post sounds so cliche. but, that's that. nothing to hide and twist about.
whatever you do, decisions you've made, the route you choose eventually, just remember that whenever you feel tired about your life or people around you, i'll always be there, never fail to catch you everytime you fall. i promise. : ) [gosh, my eyes are welling up with tears already.] nevermind about that.
i'm so sry my sms came in so late. but i hope it still makes a diff to u. : ) smile often. i like seeing you smile. yes.you are the most courageous one. didnt even shed a tear. this post is for you. dont think twice. : )
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