no music today... i'll talk about some issues today..but first let me start on the most amusing incident tt happened yesterday. : yesterday : i was on my way back from tution with a friend of mine when i spotted smth unusual.. i've not seen it before tho.. but i'm sure of what they were doing... i saw 2 cats mating in the broad day light.oohhppss..correction..i wouldn't say it was broad day light..cz i saw it around 9 ++ 10 in the night. and heyhey.. i've not finished with what i hafta say..and 1 more cat lying down there watching free show i guess..wonder if tt cat watching had reached 21 yrs old or not.. if no..it shldn't be watching..it is against the law...lol~~~* well...and of course..i called out fer my friend...told him that that two cats are mating.. and he said... roy: no...the cat on top is biting the cat below... mi: (cun believe what i've heard..) hello~~~* look carefully they're mating!! he insisted that the cat on top is biting the cat below..and i asserted him to observe carefully...and finaly he said... roy: oh ya~~* they're mating.. mi: told cha... and he covered my view...doesn't want mi to see it.. and he draged me away..i was curious...but was being dragged away by him.. than he complained about those cats..he said smth i tink he is quite funny.. roy: Y?? i don understand these cats..why must they do it here..why cun they do it away from us..why cun they find a secluded spot and do it?? mi: i was giggling away..hey c'mon la..they are onli cats..do u tin tt they actually have the mentality like human beings?? roy: but they could find somewhere to do it..why cun they do it in the park..?? why cun they do it in the drain..?? they have wider space over there.. mi: i cun stop luffin...hey..drain is so dirty..u expect them to do it with all the filth?? roy: i duno..well don let SPCA catch them... i felt so awkward yesterday..when we were in silence..cz there's onli the 2 of us..and we saw the 2 cats mating..jz feel so awkward at tt point of time..when we were in silence.. when tinking back of tt scene...it was the tom cat tt 's on top of the female one..the female cat was somehow like trying to break free from the tom cat.. but to no avail...so in another words..in professional views..ehem...that female cat was being raped rather than using the term 'mating' it is always guys hu does this despicable ting rite..yup..poor cat..i m refering to the female one..aha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~* okies okies...now let mi get into smth serious..i dn get it or understand and it has been bugging mi..i wouldn't say much..cz i don't know how and what to say...but just wana spread this msg across to everyone... 'be yourself..be who you are...dn go back against ur personality or ur preferences jz inorder to get acceptance of others' tt is not right.. okay..want to share smth tt my frens said to mi during tution yesterday..suddenly i tink they are so profound.. they said..lurve isn't feelings tt keep it going...because one of my fren actually told the girl tt he likes...ok ok.. tt person is john.. if u have been keeping track on wad i've written the past few posts.. he told the girl tt he reli lurves tt he doesn't lurve her animore..and she cried..but he told her tt he still has a strong stand on her as in.. he still wants to be with her.i couldn't understand inthe first place..wad the hell they were actually tokin ab't.. but aft much explaination.. i finally quite understand.. tt is.. it is nt the feelings of lurve tt is sustaining the whole relationship..we are all human beings... our feelings would eventually fade away as time goes by...in lurve life.. when we encounter a new person..tt sets ur hearts racing...some of them.. who are matured enough...they will know what to do..those immatured ones.. i guess..they will go blindly after their feelings..ok..i wouldn't say tt they are immatured.. but rather they haven't axperienced enough... but what matter most in lurve is not jz onli on the feelings... but is on trust and many other more factors..tt they couldn't name..the mutual understandings and all that... do you guys understand..it is a guarentee tt feelings will eventually fade away as time goes by fer a person no matter hw much u lurve tt person...but in the end...the result and all depends on the 2 person in lurve.. so pple... dn jz look at feelingd in lurve...but other more factors.... tink i'll end here fer 2dae...ciao...Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?" *~ gIgGlEs gIgGlEs ~*