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Monday, February 21, 2005
current mood: !.! ( how can that be?!!!!!)
i just woke up. i know it's a little late. but who cares? i don't have to work now, and i have no school. just simple general slackment at home!
wait wait wait. i came here to blog out what i've dreamt of earlier on. yea~ what can i dream of at this crucial period now? and yeap! it's non other than my o' level results. SHIAT! in my dream i saw myself holding a file. wierd. our school hall seemed extremely dark. with mr chan on stage and the rest of us on the floor. cy was beside me. we've already had our results. just that i've not seen it. cy got a freaking 16 pnts. yes let's do a cheer dance for her. and as for me? i saw my 1st subject and decided that i should not see the rest. i actually flunked my english. E8. how can that be?!! i was asking myself on the spot. and shit damn i think i got C6 for the rest of the subjects. how am i going to face my parents and the rest?!
didn't see myself crying. but i know the next scene ---> when i was at home after o'level results.switched on my phone, and bloody damn lots of people msged me asking about my results. at this point i woke up. shuddered at my dream and staring at the ceilling. asking myself what if it's a dream come true? then there goes my effort preparing for my o's. what if i really score badly for them? please pray for me. i desperately need some comfort. i could feel the tension few days back already.
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