.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:03 PM *

Friday, March 25, 2005

^__^ go and read shiyin's latest post if you are free kays? i find it rather funny. i mean the last part.wahahaha..oohhppss...^__^

oo..just got back frm ECP...went for my uncle's birthday celeration.good news is that...no sunburn,no darkened karine! YAY!! but i am tired.

going out 2mr to bai bai..and sunday i guess. : ). i can see my cousins again. YAY!! seeing them for 3 consecutive days. : ) oh ya..btw..now dn i know jh has a blog.and what shall commend on his blog? hmmM..it is damn super alien to me. i dont know what the hell is he talking about. as in the anime's character bla bla bla.

sad to say, the 1st word in his post turned me off. seriously. 1st word. when i saw a jap name, i knew i should stop reading the post. ahaha..sry jh..kee kee 8P

SHIAT!!!! $#&^*(%(&!@ THE SHOW ENDED. NO MORE TOUCHING SHOW FOR ME..I'M SO DAMN PISSED NOW!!!! AND DISAPOINTED.WA MAN!!!! I WANT TO CATCH THAT SHOW SOOOOO BADLY!!!!!

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:27 PM *

Thursday, March 24, 2005

i want to watch a moment to remember... some one go with me pls. FAST! before the show ends. shiyin said the show is touching. i want to watch and cry over the show like what i did when i watch windstruck with benji mani and shiyin.. : (

I WANT TO WATCH THAT SHOW!!!! QUICK QUICK QUICK!! GO WITH ME QUICK I AM DESPERATE NOW!!!!!

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:24 PM *

hi mommy :) i ate my dinner with mani.oohhppss.. i mean mommy.and he sowed off his pay in front of me.bad mommy.kaka..

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 10:55 PM *

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

i'm clearing up my cabinet now. and memories flood back agn. suddenly have the urge to blog. about my name. i just found my birthday present hidden somewhere in my cabinet.

KARINE

from the latin name Carina

meaning: "keel"

she is loving, caring, and tender. she's proud of her family and friends. Has a genuine personality, full of life. Does extremely well communicating with others Opputunities are limitless in her life. She may stumble, but will not fall. Keeps on going, even after she stumbles. Makes life worthwhile, by the thing she does..

i'm great aint i?

found my f&n file and looked through it. ahaha..saw my test papers. btw, i've never passed my f&n before. never. no wonder mrs chan kept on picking on me during sec 3. but she got better when i was in sec 4.

cz this time round almost all of us flunked f&n. except zhi wei. so even if i fail, i made no significant to her. aha..but when i got up to sec 4, mrs chan learned to like me more. the reason she kept on picking on me during sec 3 is because i've never stopped yakking in her class.never did.

but i learnt to keep quiet during her lesson. but still she picked on me. for an example, i just asked the other friend a question and she wld change my place. then, i wld defend myself back. i never failed to defend myself if i think i am not wrong. this gave most teachers headaches. i am not like those weak kids out there who kept quiet when they kena frm teachers. i never back away.

and i wld always shot mrs chan back. i would say..." i wasnt talking at all" " i only asked her a question" bla bla bla. but she never failed to change my place every lesson.

until sec 4 when we got pretty close. she adviced me on my future bla bla bla. she couldnt help it.. i am too likeable. all teachers like me..buwahahahahaha bhb..kaka..

but..still MR TAN REMAINED AS MY BEST TEACHER!!!! i lurve chemistry seriously speaking. he thought i was joking when i said i lurve chemistry during his lesson. he's a great teacher.nice too. like his way of teaching. BEST AR!

oh..btw, i am listening to the you yuan hui now. NICE!! esp the horus part. niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 4:44 PM *

YAY!! i bought a new deck of tarots yesterday. spent my whole day figuring out how to do the spread and the reading. now, i've mastered a little already. kakakakaka..YAY!!!! ^__^ who wants? i can do readings for you someday. please take number and Q up. 8P

erm...BTW, 10 BUCKS per reading pls..wahahahaha.. ten yrs down the road i'll be filthy rich..kaka..

i'm so proud of my tarot cards.

^__^

*********** THAT'S ALL FOLKS **************

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 1:09 PM *

Monday, March 21, 2005

BIBU!! hee hee...i'm here to blog AGAIN! kaka..OMG! mani i cant take my eyes off jeab how? i havent crazed about a guy so much before. jeab jeab jeab...he has pretty eyes, (even mani said so) and a handsome face.

the girl isnt bad so. but jeab is better. oh ya..btw, i am talking about vcd here. BOO~!

went out with my cousins on sat. yi hang came along too. ^__^ played pool, bishi bashi,daytona( i got in first kays) and some gun games. we wanted to bowl. but the waiting list was too long. now i realised my cousins are bishi bashi NOOBS! OMG! they are so retarded to the game. made me feel bad cz i won. not forgeting daytona. it's a racing game la. i was actually the last in position. but later EMERGED as CHAMPION!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE~!

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 11:38 AM *

Thursday, March 17, 2005

oh ya..pei jun and shiyin enlightened me in on the last night. we were sitting on swings. and talking about BGR. me la. mainly me. and i have now this one phrase to go for someone out there.

IF WE ARE REALLY MEANT FOR EACH OTHER,SOMEDAY,SOMEWHERE,SOMEHOW,SOMETHING WILL LEAD ME BACK TO YOU. OK? :)

I never believe in puppy love. that's why i've never been into a relationship.i'm happy in the current state now. whereby i have no restrictions at all.i can do everything in all the way i want to.and i am now not ready for commitments or what so ever. this seems to be a funny post. u must be happy ok? :)

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 1:17 PM *

skip this if you arent interested. i wont blame you. cz even i think this post is boring.

ahaha.went for a three days camp a few days back.and it sucks when there are activities going on. as in when i need to guide the groups. but when there arent, we slack like hell. played card games,crapped,took photos,talked,bla bla bla. good. now shiyin has mastered bridge already. chye yan is still mastering though. like it when lai hui and ling yang are around. they really add colours to our days man. crapped damn loads. especially the both of them.

and of course me and chye yan. the usual lame stuffs we did. but this time round we did much more lamer things. and we got dirtier. wahahahaha hi five man cy.. kaka..

1st night(fire drill)

when the cadets were having their shower. we did a firedrill.in the midst when they were bathing that is.they were suprised by the sudden firedrill.some came out running wet.others took their time.cy and i..wahaha..we went to the shower room once we heard the NCOs shouting FIRE!! we wanted to catch the funniest scene over there. and yes. only the two of us. :) cheong leong, cy and i. we went in RTC room and played dai di. and yes. u arent wrong. it was when the cadets were being scolded. shiyin came in. and said we very jia lat.

lights out! :)

lights out. we went to take out shower.lai hui just reached the sch. and i ran over to say hi. and he said smth lame.

ly pierced his ear.

so i asked lh y didnt he pireced his ear also.

ly helped lh to answer." he did! he pierced it on his nipple" -.-'''

and lh said:" ya..our sch. doesnt allow us to pierce our ears. they state that we can only pierced on our nipples.." lame~

after shower, we tried to find something to eat for dinner bt couldnt find anything filling. and so resulted in my gastric prob. is that gastric? i dont know where ixit. but i am sure the pain is the kind where you'll get out of hunger.i suffered through out the night. bt i was strong i endured the pain.cy was gd. she went to boil hot water for me. :) the pain worsened when shiyin and i were having breakfast at 888. it hurts so much that i couldnt finish my breakfast. couldnt talk. so we took a cab back to school immediately.

the pain only subsided around 8am.and mind you i havent had a wink since the camp started. i went for the hike after that. the pain starts again when i was on bus. but subsided when they asked me to apply some oil which like what they said, makes me feel better.i was like half dead on the bus. walked 12km for the hike. which left me 1/4 alive. went back to sch.with that old bus. the air con broke down and the whole bus was so damn stuffy. with sweat smell all over the place. i almost puked.

we set off for sembawang beach at 7 plus at night. we walked there. altogether i've walked 18 km. nt including those normal walkings i did. "cover up cover up" then everyone has to run. i gave up and walked on my own pace. end up i was the last one to reach sembawang park.

had another hike when we reached sembawang prk. it's more like a treasure hunt. they have to figure out the route and stations. bla bla bla. grp mentors are supposed to help. bt i just followed blindly. the last one as usual. i even lost my grp half way through.needless to say. we lost the game.

lights out for the 2nd day. the time when all the cadets rest. pj,shiyin and i sat on a bench by the sea. the breeze was comforting. bt was chilly.shiok! shiyin went to slp half way. and left me n pj. we sat by the sea agn. nw chit chatting.only pj and i. the scene was gd. with stars on the sky. until 4 plus. we went back to camp to cathch a nap in the tent. i woke up after one hour later with bumps on me. and buzzing sound ard. i hate mosquitos seriously. i was initially considering if i should stay in SP (sembawang prk) with tt amount of mosquitos ard.

i woke pj up. and told her i wanted to go home. ard 5 plus. and bla bla bla.. this post is damn boring.i m nt continuing nimores.

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 12:16 PM *

Saturday, March 12, 2005

OMG! Changed my blogskin twice. First to the Paul frank's skin.it's rather cute. This skin isnt bad tho. Notice the 3 buns floating outside the window. ahaha never fails to make me smile. And don't you think it's rather funny to see a bun gets angry? funny.. I like the Paul frank one better. the colour is much more vibrant. This skin looks plain compared to the Paul frank's skin.

but this skin is CUTE!

yummy! enjoying my mother's soup now. she has done her cooking halfway through already. 1st time she's cooking so early. because my brother's girlfriend is coming later. serene her name is. pretty pretty. bt quite short. though she's pretty, she didnt leave me good impression the first time she sets foot into our house.

i still prefer his precious girlfriend, chatity. tsk tsk tsk..*shakes head* why do people only learn how to treasure after they've lost something? be it precious or not. that should not be the case. and people kept on missing things in their lives. i am one example. i've missed out so much. so much that i could nt even recover.

hi tilly... teach me what to do... :(

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 4:41 PM *

Thursday, March 10, 2005

i ate so much mushrooms for dinner today. thought i would turn into a big fat mushroom right away. but the mushrooms are nice la. different variety. OMG!! i cooked that kays..chopped garlics into small small pieces..the garlic smell still lingers on my hand. went back to school today. for a red cross camp briefing? yup. and the canteen vendor told me i've grown chubbier. yes clap pls. HE ACTUALLY SAID I'VE GROWN CHUBBIER!!! EH XIAO MEI BIAN FEI LE UH! -___-'''

i still remember.. it's the stall 2 uncle.. i used to buy western food and spaghetti from him when i was still schooling in secondary school and he treats me like this?!

i couldnt believe my ears and asked karen after she has released from school. and she said. " ya your face. got chubbier." she even told me to do that zhang yu shao thingy on my face. -___-'''

OMG! i must think twice before i send food into my mouth now. :(

i have the urge to go K BOX now. someone accompany me pls. :)

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 10:29 PM *

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

current mood: ^__^ ( i owned kyrre in minesweeper.2 games kays!!)

YAY!! i won kyrre in two minesweeper games consecutively.!! WEE!! finally!!! he said the game was flawed. thatt's why he lost. BLA~ excuses...

gg for camp on monday! sweet gathering. :) talking about the camp, reminds me about the camp 2 years back. 2003. ya 2003. i still rmb the dates. 02.12.2003 -- 05.12.2003. 2nd day was my birthday. i still rmb. what my dear frens did for me. we were having dinner. and we have this tradition whereby they have to ask for our permission before they put anything in their mouth. and they have to greet us after we've granted their permission to start their dinner. and there goes. ONE TWO THREE the song came. so familiar. i havent heard that i dont know since when.

my parents, they dont celebrate birthday for me. they dont. for the past few years, i still rmb i had lonely birthdays. whereby i'll laze at home. lazed my birthdays away. but that night. that special night. with all my friends around and my beloved juniors they sang me a birthday song. it was when i was least expected. i stood whilst they were singing. lyrics and song went into my ear. what came out was tears. wasnt a lot tho. but they filled my eyes. i was touched.

simple effort they've put in for me. gave me a surprise and it stays on with me until now. forever it's going to be with me. that was the happiest birthday i had. do it again for me will you? all of you. :)

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 10:30 PM *

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

OMG!!!! can die man~!

skip~

an interior designer once told me. nothing good is cheap. nothing cheap is good. ya i agree...

i skipped an interview today. it's because i heard from my cousin that sch's starting ard april. mani says it's not true at all.only for some courses he said. how can that be? how fair is that? actually i skipped the interview..partly beacause i couldnt drag myself up from bed. and mani's fault. he didnt want to acc me there.

okok bye. going out nw.

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 12:34 PM *

Sunday, March 06, 2005

nice storey and lesson learnt.

A girl in love asked her boyfriend...

Girl : Tell me...who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!

Girl : In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy : The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib." In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve.

Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart.

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for long while... However, the youthful couple, due to busy schedule of modern life, the never ending worries of daily problems, began to drift apart and their life became mundane...

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated...

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house... At the opposite side of the road,

she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while... He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back... With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go..." she continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..."

Five years have since gone by... He had never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly...

She had left the country and back.She had married a foreigner and divorced... He felt anguished that she never waited for him... In one dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart... He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her...

One day, they finally met... at the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes... He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them... She smiled at him gently...

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you.Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number... nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye... Good-bye... is it forever not meeting each other again?

One week later, he heard of her death... She had perished in New York... in the event that shocked the world...

Midnight... Once again, he lit his cigarette... And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart...

He finally knew, she was his missing rib that he had carelessly broken...

Sometimes, ppl say things out of moments of fury....most often than not, the outcome(s) could be disasterous and detrimental.... We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones....

And even tho' we know that we ought to "think twice act wise", it's often easier said than done. Things happen day by day which are beyond our control... Especially at this moment of the century when the most undesirable event is happening at the other end of the world..... Let us treasure every moment of our lives and everyone in our lives.....

Tomorrow never comes; give and take what you have today. ~ You yearn for what you fantasize than to realise who you should Treasure ~ Best Regards ....

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 7:12 PM *

Saturday, March 05, 2005

funny pic. i like it. taken on py's bdae celebratn. look at poor y in the middle and cy's face. funny isnt it. this pic nv fail to make me smile.

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 5:57 PM *

I HATE MY PARENTS!!! I KNOW I STARTED THE WHOLE ISSUE! BUT GIVE ME SOME PEACE AT LEAST!

i cant imagine what will happen 2 to 3 years down the road when my sister moves out of the house, my elder brother stays in hostel and my my eldest brother stays in camp. i'll be left at home to face the music. and i definitely dont want that to happen.

actually i am thinking of studying overseas right now. i think i am going to. at least after i get my diploma.beacause i suck. they suck even more. Pls dont change the way you look at me. i am a filial. but i wld really appreciate if they can keep the damn bloody action down.thanks a lot.

.Oblivion is bliss, Selective amnesia is great.

The Theatrette just had a verbal diarrhoea at * 5:44 PM *