Saturday, April 09, 2005

i have to look for a new skin. BLA~

today doesnt seem to be the right day for me. i am so damn pissed with my parents. they made me waited for 1 hour plus just now. close to hour and a half. kept me wating like a fool at AMK!! wa man... the sad part is i am not even exaggerating.

went alexandra hospital yesterday alone. poor thing aint i? and i met this wierd lady. obviously in her late twenties to early thirties.

"i'll pair up with you" is what she said.
"ok". i replied. and without much hesitation i started introducing myself.
obviously we were in different frequency. i didnt bother to comprehend what she said also. she liked AH (alexandra hospital)i didnt. though i did innitially. ^__^ bad ar?
"you are so jovial. made me younger a few years" she said
"oh~ haha" i smiled at her.
when we were about to end, she stayed back to ask the hr manager a few questions. i took the chance and ran off. i was too terrified. i felt extremely awkward yesterday. cz i was alone i guess.

i bet if i used the language i use in my everyday life, she wld be scared... i am so sad. yesterday those peeps who attended the openhouse were obviosly from nyp also. and they were in pairs. -.-'''

i havent seen cy for a month already. and we havent chatted for a wk or so. sad huh?

sch's starting next week. i keep having this phobia of getting into a new environment and making new friends. my bro's girlfriend asked me to beware of backstabbers. and she said the life in poly is so much different from sec schs. DIE! what if i found someone that is totally at polar ends with me. then i shall jump?

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