Thursday, April 20, 2006

AND YES!! I WANT TO GAIN EMPATHY!! *grins*

oh.. my poor nose. : (

i havent been so helpless before. yes. last night. christine can get out of here cz she has heard this thousands of times today. : D

oh yes last night. i was woken up by breathlessness. : ( my whole nose, had been blocked by some inflamed meatus and tissues inside, along with some mucous i guess. yea i mean all my friends know that i have a severe nose prob (i've been taking medicine for dont know how many months alrd. but still.. the condition persists. SCREW THE CHI MEDICATION!!! $%^&#) . but it got so bad last night that it woke me up frm dreams and made me gasped for air. and i am not even joking or exaggerating.

i was really miserable lor. i tried to blow my nose. but it didnt get better. everytime i blew, my sister moved. so i tried breathing through my mouth instead. and damn, my throat got so dry that it itched and i started having slight cough.

so i went to the kitchen, and poured myself a cup of water hoping to get better. ( but no it didnt) aft swallowing 2 mouthful of water, i have to like take a break cz i was breathless. Yes, even drinking water.

totally helpless, i went back to bed. couldnt fall asleep. wanted to cry. but knowing that it would soon aggravate my condition, i held back. i wanted to wake my mother up. but she slept late last night so i thought i shouldnt be waking her up.

i really got so desperate that i wanted to wake my father up instead and ask him to send me to the hospital. Lol.. i am not kidding.

couple of hours passed by. i sat on the sofa and finally cried lor. i think i woke my mother up. she helped me massaged the bridge of my nose and poured me a cup of hot water. then, it got better and i went back to sleep. which is like near dawn la.. and i have to wake up at 6 lor. and i ended up with a little puffy eyes today. : ( ... ugly..